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Feelings

TheEdge949TheEdge949 Member Posts: 5,686
Now I cant say my name or tell you where I am.
I want to blow myself away, don't know if I can.
I wish that I could be in another time and space.
With someone elses soul, someone elses face.

Right now I'm rock bottom. My post on my challenge thread explains all, I've failed nyself, failed God. I feel so **** worthless.

Love each other please, fall outs and aggro really aren't anything. Hold fast to what you have and value your beliefs, even if no one else thinks they have merit.

The voices are back, loud and insistent.

Right now it's a fight just to not succumb.

Comments

  • Tikay10Tikay10 Member, Administrator, Moderator Posts: 169,623

    Hang in there Mark. It's your duty.
  • goldongoldon Member Posts: 9,056
    Been there not a nice place ..... sorry if my banter had impact on you, not intended just me being silly....... what helped me when I was low was humour, plus the Grand kids shouting my name ....
    fwiw... Not all about you ......... other people count too, think of how they will feel if you do something silly . Life has it's up's down's roller coaster ride plenty more rides in you. think of good times.
    Samaritans not there by chance ....... you shouldn't need them we are here 4u.
    Don.
  • goldongoldon Member Posts: 9,056


    Lyrics
    For all those times you stood by me
    For all the truth that you made me see
    For all the joy you brought to my life
    For all the wrong that you made right
    For every dream you made come true
    For all the love I found in you
    I'll be forever thankful,
    You're the one who held me up
    Never let me fall
    You're the one who saw me through through it all
    You were my strength when I was weak
    You were my voice when I couldn't speak
    You were my eyes when I couldn't see
    You saw the best there was in me
    Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
    You gave me faith 'cause you believed
    I'm everything I am
    Because you loved me
  • TheEdge949TheEdge949 Member Posts: 5,686
    Thank you.
  • mumsiemumsie Member Posts: 7,998
    Im saying a prayer for you in my head Mark.
  • stokefcstokefc Member Posts: 7,830
    chin up bro ,its hard i know but what you do impacts everyone who knows you
    you have to be the strong here Mark for your family and especially for you
    take care mate
  • cenachavcenachav Member Posts: 2,682
    Lines from my exs favourite Bon Jovi song.

    Hang on in there
  • TheEdge949TheEdge949 Member Posts: 5,686
    Thank you everybody, for your kindness. I'm not ok yet but I'm going to be alright.

    Just need to rewire the old emotions.

    Love you all.
  • goldongoldon Member Posts: 9,056
    Talking about things clears the mind and finds the fault.

    Your daily Thread was appreciated even by non Religious Players, please continue if you feel up too it, could help you sort things out for you. Just because people do not post does not mean you are wasting you're time ....... look in's tell you that.

    Kick start, stripped bare.

    What the Good Samaritan Teaches Us About Crossing Roads ....Personal
    - The parable of the Good Samaritan is a touching reminder to love without limits. All become our neighbours when we become disciples of Jesus ...

  • CammykazeCammykaze Member Posts: 1,397
    Stay strong mate and keep posting!

    Sure you have plenty of PM options available to you as well.

    Thinking of you!

    Cammy
  • CammykazeCammykaze Member Posts: 1,397
    Just sprung to mind this one.

    HOPE means Hold On Pain Ends :)
  • CammykazeCammykaze Member Posts: 1,397

    Thank you everybody, for your kindness. I'm not ok yet but I'm going to be alright.

    Just need to rewire the old emotions.

    Love you all.

    Good! :)
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