In Response to Re: ONE TIME!.....another diary. : u forgot too say well done for the profit iv had since u last said that, u gonna say well done to your idol ? Posted by robbie1992
If I ever commended somebody who writes like that, I would have to kick my own arce.
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1 month I would guess about 3 hours per day at least on average A loss of £13 (would be a loss of £93 if not for Sky giving you money from promo)
In Response to Re: ONE TIME!.....another diary. : If I ever commended somebody who writes like that, I would have to kick my own arce. Plus- 1 month I would guess about 3 hours per day at least on average A loss of £13 (would be a loss of £93 if not for Sky giving you money from promo) Looking for praise......really? Posted by calcalfold
You love it really robbie. You have asked time and time again for ways of motivating yourself. Surely the desire to prove ccf wrong should be plenty of motivation!
Best diary on the forum m8......deep down even ccf wants you to succeed.
You love it really robbie. You have asked time and time again for ways of motivating yourself. Surely the desire to prove ccf wrong should be plenty of motivation! Best diary on the forum m8......deep down even ccf wants you to succeed. Posted by waller02
+1 to this everything happens in this diary.
I read every diary and they are all good, was actually thinking of doing a diary myself next month but don`t know if people would read it don`t think people want see my day to day swings and see some crazy hands a play and bink lol.
You love it really robbie. You have asked time and time again for ways of motivating yourself. Surely the desire to prove ccf wrong should be plenty of motivation! Best diary on the forum m8......deep down even ccf wants you to succeed. Posted by waller02
Sigh. #musttryharder
Wheres calcafold to criticize my play when i need him
In Response to Re: ONE TIME!.....another diary. : I read and enjoy all the diaries....this one is the most entertaining. However, yours is the most action packed as far as poker is concerned! Besides, mine is easily the dullest of the bunch....."played 4nl, lost a quid" etc... Posted by waller02
You love it really robbie. You have asked time and time again for ways of motivating yourself. Surely the desire to prove ccf wrong should be plenty of motivation! Best diary on the forum m8......deep down even ccf wants you to succeed. Posted by waller02
CCF was motivation for the promo in the first week of the month, then the guy that only writes to me for something negative/ who iv never seen or talked to in my life was suddenly not such a big deal, I didn't really care what he said.
SOMETHING AWFUL HAS HAPPENED......I fell apart 3 byins lost in the space of 2 tiny sessions. I feel so disgusting, iv never had a feeling like this for poker. I am so gutted that I suddenly starting doing wrong things/ calling too much/ paniacking. I worked so hard and was so proud of myself in getting my b/r back that after losing yesterday and losing a byin quickly today I was screaming on the inside. so iv lost just over 6 byisn in 2 days.....after not losing in any session this week.
So so so disspointed, I don't no where it went wrong. I even took a table away and played 3 because I didn't feel I was getting good reads. Why have I lost?
- desperation tilt? fear? - why did I suddenly feel like this was the first time iv played poker and feeling unsure at every decision? - Why was I making decisions so quickly -Why couldn't I fold when my mind said im losing and give me the reason why ?
Feel like building a B/r is like going round in circles, this always happens, I always do well 5/7 and then blow up in those 2 days? I cant keep missing playing time because of things like this. I waste so much time not playing.
Please can I have some encouraging words....feel like I just want to withdraw my whole B/R..... and just spend it on going on holiday with my bff CCF
3 buyins is f'all m8.......not worth getting wound up about Posted by waller02
yeah I no but its just how I felt and the way I lost them, if you play well and lose them its fine but to just not feel the same as I have all week it annoying.
Plus I got to £422 from £227 in the space of 2 weeks I think and I just wanted to push on and make some good profit, just abit of a kick in the teeth, I wont lie I didn't see it coming.
Where do I go from here? lol do I play , study, hand historys, break, mental study?
Seriously though, a -3bi session is pretty standard, far from the end of the world. Just shrug it off m8, you have enough of a br to be able to cope with the odd bad session.
I ain't good enough to dish out poker advice but I can give some moral support......... Chin up, don't beat yourself up everytime you have a bad session
Seriously though, a -3bi session is pretty standard, far from the end of the world. Just shrug it off m8, you have enough of a br to be able to cope with the odd bad session. I ain't good enough to dish out poker advice but I can give some moral support......... Chin up, don't beat yourself up everytime you have a bad session Posted by waller02
Think -3byins is my biggest losing session this month though, yeah I do beat myself up too much when I lose. thanks Waller
I could actually give you some pretty good advice with regards to mental strength, but, you wouldnt consider it worth reading as I am only a 4nl player.
I could actually give you some pretty good advice with regards to mental strength, but, you wouldnt consider it worth reading as I am only a 4nl player. Have a nice day. Posted by calcalfold
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cant believe it , why am I having such a bad day, first losing and now CCF wont give me advice....... This is just too much in one day, I cant cope
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In Response to Re: ONE TIME!.....another diary.:
If I ever commended somebody who writes like that, I would have to kick my own arce.
Plus-
1 month
I would guess about 3 hours per day at least on average
A loss of £13 (would be a loss of £93 if not for Sky giving you money from promo)
Looking for praise......really?
Best diary on the forum m8......deep down even ccf wants you to succeed.
Sigh. #musttryharder
Wheres calcafold to criticize my play when i need him
Besides, mine is easily the dullest of the bunch....."played 4nl, lost a quid" etc...
SOMETHING AWFUL HAS HAPPENED......I fell apart
So so so disspointed, I don't no where it went wrong. I even took a table away and played 3 because I didn't feel I was getting good reads. Why have I lost?
- desperation tilt? fear?
- why did I suddenly feel like this was the first time iv played poker and feeling unsure at every decision?
- Why was I making decisions so quickly
-Why couldn't I fold when my mind said im losing and give me the reason why ?
Feel like building a B/r is like going round in circles, this always happens, I always do well 5/7 and then blow up in those 2 days? I cant keep missing playing time because of things like this. I waste so much time not playing.
Please can I have some encouraging words....feel like I just want to withdraw my whole B/R..... and just spend it on going on holiday with my bff CCF
Day: -3 byins ( £30)
BTW ill post the pathetic hands later....I need some time to prepare for the comments im about to receive once I posted them/for the last few days.
3 buyins is f'all m8.......not worth getting wound up about
Plus I got to £422 from £227 in the space of 2 weeks I think and I just wanted to push on and make some good profit, just abit of a kick in the teeth, I wont lie I didn't see it coming.
Where do I go from here? lol do I play , study, hand historys, break, mental study?
I ain't good enough to dish out poker advice but I can give some moral support......... Chin up, don't beat yourself up everytime you have a bad session
thanks Waller
Have a nice day.