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ONE TIME!.....another diary.

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  • robbie1992robbie1992 Member Posts: 725
    edited July 2013
    In Response to Re: ONE TIME!.....another diary.:
    So sick of this game, my life would be better without it, all that I achieve is more failure no matter what I don't.  Cant even believe how p****** I feel now writing this, such b****** This says it all.. A game/hobby shouldn't make you feel so angry and/frustrated down about things, don't need to tell you there is more important things in life, take a break withdraw all your money do whatever just don't keep making yourself feel awful because of a game of poker, not worth the hassle.
    Posted by benc
    It's a good point I was  thinking the same. How's everything going in your game?
  • robbie1992robbie1992 Member Posts: 725
    edited July 2013
    In Response to Re: ONE TIME!.....another diary.:
    In Response to Re: ONE TIME!.....another diary. : Because he isnt calling a worse hand on the turn. And A5, I just so hate the call and with it being oop as well.......... Unfortunatly you have not improved the mental game. Complete split personalities. When winning its the best thing in the world, and when losing you seem to have so much anger. I would suggest time time at 4nl, the money might mean less, but I think that is good for you right now. Either that or take a break.
    Posted by calcalfold
    But it wasn't down for value, it's a bluff when a scare card comes 
     
    I won  be playing 4nl or taking a break  I don't think, I worked on my mental game  and hadn't even been near  tilting. just going to read it some more and go again in the hope things will turn around. 
  • devonfish5devonfish5 Member Posts: 4,291
    edited July 2013
    Robbie,

    7 buy-ins isn't great but not that unusual.i've lost that and more and know just how you feel mate.
    as benc says it's a game/hobby and you should treat it that way.
    yes you have worked hard trying to improve your game which is good and you should be commended for that.
    how people play against you is out of your control mate and you have to adjust your play against each player.
    imo you need to tighten your play.
    you are losing too many hands un-necessarily by getting involved when you should/could be folding pre-flop.

    the qj & a5 suited for ex look good p/f but you didn't hit the flush both times and lost the maximum.
    that is just bad play imo as you are gambling when you really don't need to especially at the levels being played.
    if I were you I would make a list up of hands to play and stick to it.
    mine would read something like;
    ak aq aj in position
    all pairs obviously with the intention of hitting a set,if I miss then it's normally a fold afterwards.
    i'm never going to war with just 1 pair.maybe aa or kk being the exception.
    fold all A rags even suited... ALWAYS.
    kq kj even suited again looks good p/f but don't get too excited by them.
    again we don't want to be losing big pots with them.win little...lose little.

    once you lose a big pot or more ie; 2 buy-ins+ it's now all about damage limitation for me.
    we try and grind it back slowly.
    going mad and chasing drawing hands is never great.
    you should even think about finishing the session and accept losing the 2 buy-ins.
    also,if you are playing 4/6 tables maybe drop it to just 2.
    that will help stop the bleeding.

    there are lots of things that you can do Robbie,and I've mentioned just a few.
    you need to make changes.don't blame anyone but yourself when you lose,i don't.
    if you put money in the pot then that's your choice no-one elses.
    you win some...you lose some.

    you are struggling with 'the mental side of poker' obviously,and it's going to be a daily struggle for you to beat it.
    you can beat it though,but it will take some time.

    also,if losing 6/7 buy-ins etc makes you feel this way,you are playing at to high a level for your b/roll.
    yes losing £60/£70 hurts of course it does.
    but you should either accept it or drop down levels so it then doesn't hurt so bad.
    why do you think i'm now playing 1c/2c? :)
    it's not because I can't afford to play higher,of course I can. i'm enjoying the challenge of building my roll from nothing..(ok $7 then).
    maybe it is something you could think of doing?

    anyway Robbie, whatever you decide to do is up to you,no-one else.
    best wishes mate,
    (* *)
       ^
    dev



  • calcalfoldcalcalfold Member Posts: 978
    edited July 2013
    "also,if losing 6/7 buy-ins etc makes you feel this way,you are playing at to high a level for your b/roll."

    This times about 7 billion

    Unfortunatly ego often gets in the way of progression.
  • robbie1992robbie1992 Member Posts: 725
    edited July 2013
    In Response to Re: ONE TIME!.....another diary.:
    Robbie, 7 buy-ins isn't great but not that unusual.i've lost that and more and know just how you feel mate. as benc says it's a game/hobby and you should treat it that way. yes you have worked hard trying to improve your game which is good and you should be commended for that. how people play against you is out of your control mate and you have to adjust your play against each player. imo you need to tighten your play. you are losing too many hands un-necessarily by getting involved when you should/could be folding pre-flop. the qj & a5 suited for ex look good p/f but you didn't hit the flush both times and lost the maximum. that is just bad play imo as you are gambling when you really don't need to especially at the levels being played. if I were you I would make a list up of hands to play and stick to it. mine would read something like; ak aq aj in position all pairs obviously with the intention of hitting a set,if I miss then it's normally a fold afterwards. i'm never going to war with just 1 pair.maybe aa or kk being the exception. fold all A rags even suited... ALWAYS. kq kj even suited again looks good p/f but don't get too excited by them. again we don't want to be losing big pots with them.win little...lose little. once you lose a big pot or more ie; 2 buy-ins+ it's now all about damage limitation for me. we try and grind it back slowly. going mad and chasing drawing hands is never great. you should even think about finishing the session and accept losing the 2 buy-ins. also,if you are playing 4/6 tables maybe drop it to just 2. that will help stop the bleeding. there are lots of things that you can do Robbie,and I've mentioned just a few. you need to make changes.don't blame anyone but yourself when you lose,i don't. if you put money in the pot then that's your choice no-one elses. you win some...you lose some. you are struggling with 'the mental side of poker' obviously,and it's going to be a daily struggle for you to beat it. you can beat it though,but it will take some time. also,if losing 6/7 buy-ins etc makes you feel this way,you are playing at to high a level for your b/roll. yes losing £60/£70 hurts of course it does. but you should either accept it or drop down levels so it then doesn't hurt so bad. why do you think i'm now playing 1c/2c? :) it's not because I can't afford to play higher,of course I can. i'm enjoying the challenge of building my roll from nothing..(ok $7 then). maybe it is something you could think of doing? anyway Robbie, whatever you decide to do is up to you,no-one else. best wishes mate, (* *)    ^ dev
    Posted by devonfish5
    Yeah I know its just the fact that I was starting a BR and wanted to build it up and now iv had this start it will just take a lot longer.  Its more frustrating then anything .  My mental side has always been my worst problem, iv constantly read stuff and looked for help and I thought it had improved a lot but obv yesterday shows not as much as I thought.  The tables im fine with and the level I play im fine.  Losing £60-70 isn't nice but saying it in "buy ins" helps and tbh I don't really worry about losing money, as long as im confident I know how to solve things to get it back, which I think ill turn this BR around, would just be nice to be infront instead of behide.  Last time I had this BR I needed the promotion and long grinds to win 40buy ins in about a month, so I done all that and was only actually about 12 buy ins up.  Never mind BR are swingy I suppose, just worried I now only have 21 buy ins.

    The strategy advice I agree with, I wouldn't play those hands from that position if I was playing normally so why do It now when im losing.  Also I wouldn't of shoved for the draws either, the JQ I don't mind but the a5 one I think is awful play on all steets, I shouldn't even of been opening from utg with it.  Just cant seem to do the things I know which are correct.

    Thanks for the advice, im going out today for about but will be online early afternoon starting the recovery mission.  What site you now playing on , is it one with 3 numbers in a row? thought I remember you saying it was that.
  • robbie1992robbie1992 Member Posts: 725
    edited July 2013
    In Response to Re: ONE TIME!.....another diary.:
    "also,if losing 6/7 buy-ins etc makes you feel this way,you are playing at to high a level for your b/roll." This times about 7 billion Unfortunatly ego often gets in the way of progression.
    Posted by calcalfold
    Its not the money like I said its just the fact im losing....come on you cant honestly say you look back when you've had a  losing  day and feel nothing at all?

    I reject its anything to do with ego, why would I constantly say things arnt good enough with my play, drop down to 10 nl, build a BR from scratch even though I could start one bigger with tourney winnings and always ask for advice if I have a big ego?

    If that was true I would just turn up, think im better then everyone and just play.
  • calcalfoldcalcalfold Member Posts: 978
    edited July 2013
    By the way, 75 hand, I can kind of see where you are coming from - being the pf aggressor. But you have been bet into twice, muck the 75.
  • calcalfoldcalcalfold Member Posts: 978
    edited July 2013
    Robbie buddy, if you lost 7bi at free money tables would you be posting this much anger?

    Well, I have never lost 7bi in a 4nl session, but I never go crazy no. Sure its a bit annoying, but knowing that it is near on impossible to win every session its not a bother.

    Have a lot at some of the year graphs on 2+2. Look at the swongs.
  • robbie1992robbie1992 Member Posts: 725
    edited July 2013
    Okay fair enough, I was just doing it to vary my play, somthing abit unpredictable. 

    No prob not but if I was being serious and wanted to win I'd be dissapointed. 7 is prob my biggest ever I think, and about 2/3 buy ins were lost through silliness, that's the frustrating bit.

    Okay ill have a look at them thanks. I still find variance tough to deal with. 
  • liamboi11liamboi11 Member Posts: 2,141
    edited July 2013
    hey robbie not posted for a bit kinda been takin easy the last few days so not been on a great deal good have you back.

    regarding the swings you have had 7bi`s is not much at all as you know I play 20/30nl and there is days i`m having swings of around £200 which can be quite frustrating but you just have to blank it out keep playing your game and be confident in you own game to turn it around which I know you can.

    also regarding the 75 hand I like you are adding these type of hands in to your 3bet range, only downfall I have is after the flop and turn you have just took a passive line  basically giving him control in the hand. By doing so he has got there on turn ,not saying i`m right in saying this but when he donks into you on the flop on that  dry 9 high board seems weak to me.

    Think about it this way if you had overpair in this spot you would prob raise the flop so why not do it here and rep a big hand and take control. there will be occasions they do have the 9 and they don`t fold flop,they are a lot of turn and river cards that they would be scared of and you can then turn your pair of sevens into bluff and take them off the pot with further agression,this will obviously depend on what kind of opponent you have if it`s just a calling station I would never take this line.

    hope this helps and makes sense trying a different line mind pm if you need help with anything buddy
  • robbie1992robbie1992 Member Posts: 725
    edited July 2013
    In Response to Re: ONE TIME!.....another diary.:
    hey robbie not posted for a bit kinda been takin easy the last few days so not been on a great deal good have you back. regarding the swings you have had 7bi`s is not much at all as you know I play 20/30nl and there is days i`m having swings of around £200 which can be quite frustrating but you just have to blank it out keep playing your game and be confident in you own game to turn it around which I know you can. also regarding the 75 hand I like you are adding these type of hands in to your 3bet range, only downfall I have is after the flop and turn you have just took a passive line  basically giving him control in the hand. By doing so he has got there on turn ,not saying i`m right in saying this but when he donks into you on the flop on that  dry 9 high board seems weak to me. Think about it this way if you had overpair in this spot you would prob raise the flop so why not do it here and rep a big hand and take control. there will be occasions they do have the 9 and they don`t fold flop,they are a lot of turn and river cards that they would be scared of and you can then turn your pair of sevens into bluff and take them off the pot with further agression,this will obviously depend on what kind of opponent you have if it`s just a calling station I would never take this line. hope this helps and makes sense trying a different line mind pm if you need help with anything buddy
    Posted by liamboi11
    hmm I think on a board that dry im not always going to be raising the flop, but point taken.  Thanks if I need to talk ill pm, thankyou .
  • devonfish5devonfish5 Member Posts: 4,291
    edited July 2013
    yes Robbie i am playing the same other site as you.
    gl mate.you know all my comments are only said to try and help you.
    i know you are a good player mate,and i am in no position to tell you how to play.
    but i do think you have a number of leaks (which i guess we all do),and it's not always easy to see them for yourself, sometimes.
    i have had loads pointed out to me and it has helped my game 1,000,000%
    i think you would benefit from some advice from a higher stake player mate.i know Liamboi would be more than happy to help you,and i think if i were you i would ask him for some h/h advice by PM.

    gl buddy,
    :)
    dev
  • robbie1992robbie1992 Member Posts: 725
    edited July 2013
    Update

      Bad news again, another 3 buy in losing day.  Feel dejected tbh, just fed up.  My BR is over iv got just under 18 buy ins for 10nl, a level full of fish and I still cant win.  How did I ever manage to win all those buy ins at 10nl recently? lol
      Same old story really, run awful, didn't hit anything and had the absolutely diabolical hand I include every session.  Happy on the whole how I played today, after yesterday and my confident being so low, I was disciplined pre flop with my decision and got my hand selection correct.  Post flop like I said there was 2 hands I think were poor but apart from that I think I done good.  Had my bit of paper to write my thoughts on so it didn't build up and I didn't tilt, and it worked mentally I was fine.  Yeah that's about all I got to say today.  Shame things didn't happen today the tables were loose and if I hit even top pair I think I would of been playing for stacks. 

      This in my whole 4 years of playing is my worst ever start/ couple of days.  Tbh I felt disgusting when I went to bed last night, today im disappointed but what can I do? not going to let it ruin my day really.  One thing I realised is that I wasted so much time working on my game, some people just cant be good at poker, it requires a lot of different attributes and I just cant get the hang of it.  Think im mostly done playing and believing there's money to be made from poker, there not, were all trying but all as bad as each other.  Just my opinion but I couldn't have done anything more to improve.

    br: £176

    888:$480
  • _ARAZI__ARAZI_ Member Posts: 549
    edited July 2013
    Just as Dev said above robbie mate, if Liamboi is offering you free advice you should snap his hand off.

    Imo liamboi is one of the best regs at the 20/50nl levels on site and could easily beat the game at higher levels and your game will come on loads for his help.

    Good Luck whatever you decide.

    Daz.
  • robbie1992robbie1992 Member Posts: 725
    edited July 2013
    1)
    PlayerActionCardsAmountPotBalance
    RICHIE_UK Small blind  £0.10 £0.10 £33.59
    Appleart Big blind  £0.10 £0.20 £41.75
      Your hole cards
    • A
    • Q
         
    1jaxonray1 Fold     
    SNOOKY118 Raise  £0.30 £0.50 £9.40
    robbie1992 Raise  £0.90 £1.40 £12.20
    cactusjac Fold     
    RICHIE_UK Fold     
    Appleart Call  £0.80 £2.20 £40.95
    SNOOKY118 Call  £0.60 £2.80 £8.80
    Flop
       
    • 3
    • 3
    • 3
         
    Appleart Check     
    SNOOKY118 Check     
    robbie1992 Check     
    Turn
       
    • 8
         
    Appleart Bet  £2.80 £5.60 £38.15
    SNOOKY118 Fold     
    robbie1992 Call  £2.80 £8.40 £9.40
    River
       
    • 8
         
    Appleart Bet  £8.40 £16.80 £29.75
    robbie1992 Call  £8.40 £25.20 £1.00
    Appleart Show
    • 8
    • 8
       
    robbie1992 Muck
    • A
    • Q
       
    Appleart Win Four 8s £23.80  £53.55
    The diabolical hand.  The guy is a fish literally one of the worst players I played against on the site.  I check flop and was cb a very low % because there was no point to cb, I c/c turn thinking his done that because we both checked and I still prob got the best hand, the river comes I now think the board beats us.  I look at the pot and think not worth it....then I think why should he be shoving me around his proved how bad his play is by constantly bluffing etc.  So I call.  It then hit me that in fact iv lost 120bb which A high.....too a fish.  Iv also realised writing this that in fact if he had an 8 he still woulda had me beat.  After 2/3 years of working on me game, I didn't write all this that your reading I have to laugh at myself otherwise I will cry.  Hope it gives u a laugh aswell.

    2)
    PlayerActionCardsAmountPotBalance
    kgee Small blind  £0.05 £0.05 £12.13
    robbie1992 Big blind  £0.10 £0.15 £20.43
      Your hole cards
    • K
    • K
         
    Pisto Fold     
    Carnage Fold     
    SPAMHEAD77 Fold     
    bettingbox Raise  £0.40 £0.55 £13.58
    kgee Fold     
    robbie1992 Raise  £1.10 £1.65 £19.33
    bettingbox Call  £0.80 £2.45 £12.78
    Flop
       
    • 4
    • 3
    • 10
         
    robbie1992 Check     
    bettingbox Bet  £1.84 £4.29 £10.94
    robbie1992 Raise  £4.60 £8.89 £14.73
    bettingbox All-in  £10.94 £19.83 £0.00
    robbie1992 All-in  £14.73 £34.56 £0.00
    robbie1992 Unmatched bet  £6.55 £28.01 £6.55
    robbie1992 Show
    • K
    • K
       
    bettingbox Show
    • 4
    • 4
       
    Turn
       
    • Q
         
    River
       
    • 2
         
    bettingbox Win Three 4s £26.61  £26.61
    Biggest pot of the day, just unlucky.

    3)
    PlayerActionCardsAmountPotBalance
    Pisto Small blind  £0.05 £0.05 £10.72
    LB438 Big blind  £0.10 £0.15 £8.62
      Your hole cards
    • A
    • A
         
    Carnage Raise  £0.40 £0.55 £9.10
    robbie1992 Raise  £1.20 £1.75 £8.30
    arrow127 Fold     
    Pisto Fold     
    LB438 Fold     
    Carnage Call  £0.80 £2.55 £8.30
    Flop
       
    • 3
    • 6
    • 6
         
    Carnage Check     
    robbie1992 Bet  £1.80 £4.35 £6.50
    Carnage Call  £1.80 £6.15 £6.50
    Turn
       
    • 5
         
    Carnage Check     
    robbie1992 All-in  £6.50 £12.65 £0.00
    Carnage All-in  £6.50 £19.15 £0.00
    Carnage Show
    • 6
    • 6
       
    robbie1992 Show
    • A
    • A
       
    River
       
    • 2
         
    Carnage Win Four 6s £17.75  £17.75
    think I played this good, was waiting to see his QQ, just unlucky.

    4)
    PlayerActionCardsAmountPotBalance
    Carnage Small blind  £0.05 £0.05 £9.70
    bobstout23 Big blind  £0.10 £0.15 £9.00
      Your hole cards
    • A
    • Q
         
    bettingbox Fold     
    kabba Fold     
    robbie1992 Raise  £0.30 £0.45 £9.70
    tigergaz Call  £0.30 £0.75 £6.79
    Carnage Fold     
    bobstout23 Call  £0.20 £0.95 £8.80
    Flop
       
    • 3
    • A
    • 9
         
    bobstout23 Check     
    robbie1992 Bet  £0.48 £1.43 £9.22
    tigergaz Raise  £2.39 £3.82 £4.40
    bobstout23 Fold     
    robbie1992 Call  £1.91 £5.73 £7.31
    Turn
       
    • 6
         
    robbie1992 Check     
    tigergaz All-in  £4.40 £10.13 £0.00
    robbie1992 Call  £4.40 £14.53 £2.91
    robbie1992 Show
    • A
    • Q
       
    tigergaz Show
    • A
    • 3
       
    River
       
    • K
         
    tigergaz Win Two Pairs, Aces and 3s £13.44  £13.44
    This is a fold on the flop, even if my notes on the player says it isn't.

    5)
    PlayerActionCardsAmountPotBalance
    albaking Small blind  £0.10 £0.10 £3.45
    RICHIE_UK Big blind  £0.10 £0.20 £11.58
      Your hole cards
    • J
    • A
         
    Appleart Call  £0.10 £0.30 £21.08
    SMV Raise  £0.50 £0.80 £4.90
    ianreyneke Fold     
    robbie1992 Call  £0.50 £1.30 £16.78
    albaking Fold     
    RICHIE_UK Fold     
    Appleart Call  £0.40 £1.70 £20.68
    Flop
       
    • 5
    • 2
    • J
         
    Appleart Check     
    SMV Bet  £1.28 £2.98 £3.62
    robbie1992 Call  £1.28 £4.26 £15.50
    Appleart Call  £1.28 £5.54 £19.40
    Turn
       
    • 10
         
    Appleart Check     
    SMV All-in  £3.62 £9.16 £0.00
    robbie1992 Call  £3.62 £12.78 £11.88
    Appleart All-in  £19.40 £32.18 £0.00
    robbie1992 Fold     
    Appleart Unmatched bet  £15.78 £16.40 £15.78
    Appleart Show
    • 2
    • 2
       
    SMV Show
    • Q
    • K
       
    River
       
    • 6
         
    Appleart Win Three 2s £15.17  £30.95
    Same fish from hand 1, if he plays it fast on the flop I lose my stack, id never ever ever fold this on the flop .

    Thoughts?
  • robbie1992robbie1992 Member Posts: 725
    edited July 2013
    In Response to Re: ONE TIME!.....another diary.:
    yes Robbie i am playing the same other site as you. gl mate.you know all my comments are only said to try and help you. i know you are a good player mate,and i am in no position to tell you how to play. but i do think you have a number of leaks (which i guess we all do),and it's not always easy to see them for yourself, sometimes. i have had loads pointed out to me and it has helped my game 1,000,000% i think you would benefit from some advice from a higher stake player mate.i know Liamboi would be more than happy to help you,and i think if i were you i would ask him for some h/h advice by PM. gl buddy, :) dev
    Posted by devonfish5
    I think im a good player, but im massively unstable mentally and strategy wise lol I do have a number of leaks which I cant find myself my hands make sense to me because its all I no.  Yeah I think I will message him.  I wished I had someone to work with everyday, I know no one that has any interest in poker tbh.

    Cheers dev appreciate it mate, gl.
  • devonfish5devonfish5 Member Posts: 4,291
    edited July 2013
    you always feel bad straight after losing mate,as we all do,and posting straight afterwards will always be about how bad you are feeling.
    in the cold light of the next day losing 3 buy's won't feel so bad.
     post your worst 2 or 3 losing hands to Liamboii and see what he thinks.
    I bet he will find something that maybe you are not seeing.
    that's my best advice right now mate.
    gl
    :)
    dev


  • _ARAZI__ARAZI_ Member Posts: 549
    edited July 2013
    Bit of advice on the hands ive just looked at without mentioning any of the players involved it seems to me that you are paying off players who are not capable of betting strong unless they actually are strong and as such dont balance their ranges well.

    These types of player are the easiest to beat and all you need to do is take more notice of their tendencies in play and adjust your own game to deal with them.

    Just make a few notes on certain players eg: weak limper, calling machine etc etc and take note of how often they actually show aggression or just call down and you will find that the times they are actually showing aggression are the times when you should be folding asap.

    Good luck.
  • robbie1992robbie1992 Member Posts: 725
    edited July 2013
    In Response to Re: ONE TIME!.....another diary.:
    you always feel bad straight after losing mate,as we all do,and posting straight afterwards will always be about how bad you are feeling. in the cold light of the next day losing 3 buy's won't feel so bad.  post your worst 2 or 3 losing hands to Liamboii and see what he thinks. I bet he will find something that maybe you are not seeing. that's my best advice right now mate. gl :) dev
    Posted by devonfish5
    I don't feel bad tbh, what can I do? The mental game had the best quote, " I can't play perfect I can only play my best". Basically meaning even if I do the best of what I no it still prob isn't good enough
  • robbie1992robbie1992 Member Posts: 725
    edited July 2013
    In Response to Re: ONE TIME!.....another diary.:
    Bit of advice on the hands ive just looked at without mentioning any of the players involved it seems to me that you are paying off players who are not capable of betting strong unless they actually are strong and as such dont balance their ranges well. These types of player are the easiest to beat and all you need to do is take more notice of their tendencies in play and adjust your own game to deal with them. Just make a few notes on certain players eg: weak limper, calling machine etc etc and take note of how often they actually show aggression or just call down and you will find that the times they are actually showing aggression are the times when you should be folding asap. Good luck.
    Posted by _ARAZI_
    Thanks for that advice, I write notes stating major hands and general tendencies. Yeah I think I will ask Liam his always offering help. Just finding it tough to make process atm, today's hands were full of desperation IMO, evn tho I didn't reli feel like that
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